Hes killing me

Its hard to know the person you love
is totally in love with someone else.
Its hard to stand here with you,
knowing you'd rather stand with her.
Its hard knowing when i text you I'm put aside,
but shes always answered first.
Its hard to know i look at you so in love,
and you turn away and look like that at her.
Its hard seeing you to hug and kiss,
cause I'm thinking wow that should be me
Its hard feeling this amazing feeling,
knowing you could careless about it.
Its hard wondering if you'll ever fall in love with me,
because i don't wanna wait.
Its hard lien to myself saying he loves me,
when i know you loves here and its killing me