The storm inside of me

Wind blows through the broken window of my soul
and my glass heart slowly shatters to pieces.
Tonight the night has grown so cold
and my blood comes to a stop it slowly ceases.
The rain is freezing upon my torn up skin
Everything`s gone numb and I become a statue,
My words are unheard and my actions are unseen
My thoughts are devoted to me with sad salute.

Grey clouds filled with tears block out all light
I`m chasing after you with no path ahead,
My eyes are blinded there is no more sight
But my conscience knows I am mislead.
I`ve been stabbed in the back with knives of deception,
Misery is the only thing that doesn`t pour out
it stays with me to teach me a lesson
that I will always be hurt without a doubt.

The air has vanished and my lungs let go
slowly thoughts drown out of my mind,
I forget about all the ones I know
and slowly shut down as I advance in time.
Ticking my life by each movement of the clock
There`s no need to count what time is left
All I ever wanted was for it to stop
and manage to smile on my last breath.