My Thoughts of You...

I sit here and think
the more I think
the madder I get

My pain turns
from anger to
pure hatred

Evil swells in my head
begging to be let out
until it breaks free

I grab the knife
but not for myself,
not this time

I have intent
anger, mixed
with passion

A deadly combination
when given the chance

Thoughts become real
hate becomes vengeance
and life becomes death

Deep blue eyes turn gray
and a glowing blade
turns deep red

My arm engulfed
with his warmth
and heavy from his blood

I walk quietly away
after kissing his cheek
in a choked voice he speaks

I do not care though
his cries will
soon be silenced

And the night
will soon
become day

As his life passes away
I kneel before God
and begin to pray

Its done now I say
forgive me Lord
the day is here

They have come
to take me away