I'm confused...

I'm confused
Sitting here alone, staring out to space
I'm confused
Thinking of how i could leave this place.
I'm confused
I don't know why i i have to hurt like so
I'm confused
Why i have to wake and live feeling so low.

Every step, every breath, every thought, every feeling, kills me more and more inside. There is no way of getting rid of these feelings of loneliness, these feelings of worthlessness, these feelings of I'm nothing, I'm no one... just the girl who every one hates, who hates herself.
I'm confused, I'm alone and I'm hurting