Who I Love, Despite My Broken Heart

The weary light of burning candles light you up
Things that once belonged to you, surround your picture
You ask me not to cry, to be strong, but I am no grown up

I try talking to you
But in return, I get no answer
You said you would, I still need you

Life without you, will seen so dull and grey
You were my heart mother
But you have took the road, which only goes one-way

So alone, I am, left without any affection
I cry watching the days go by
Thinking, I still need your protection

You don't understand how much I still need you
I regret not having said it enough
But I love you and it will always be true

They say they know how I truly feel
But they don't, no one can possibly, because
This wound is mine alone, and it will never heal.

You have touched me so deep
Revealing feelings in me, I never knew I had
And now, they are but mine to keep

I have come, and this is the last time I will ever see you
But we both know this isn't really a goodbye
Because you will always be in my heart, through and through

I feel so guilty
Maybe if I would have been there
All this wouldn't have happened, and you'd be here, beside me

I swear to god, I'll make you proud
I hope you are watching, because I am doing it for you
I'll make the shining sun, break through this rain cloud

You asked me to forgive you
To forget everything
And I will, because you and I, go two by two

But do one last thing for me
Wait please, don't leave.
Give me your hand. Stay beside me.