Feelings left out.

Today....If u saw me..U would talk and go.
If i died and got burried..u wouldnt even know.
I was dieing in pain...and u didnt even call.
Whenever i stand on top of the hills...u would say go and fall.
U left me alone as i knew u would..
I spoke with u about everything...and u didnt even understood.
look at me..Iam in pain and dying alone
U could just called me and check on me but u couldnt do it on ur own..

I had no one left except god....to pray.
I closed my eye and wished that u would always stay.
I took care of u...like u r one part of my heart.
U called me just to see y i didnt call u....and thats how u showed me the start.
My heart stoped beating...when u disappeared
It was white and bright and it was so cleared.
How did i love u...day by night.
I always watched u..but u never looked at my sight.

To be cont.
made at:
10:36pm / sunday / may / 2008.