Give and Take

I am there to comfort you
When I need the comfort
To tell you life is worth living
When all I want to do is die
I am always there for you
When you need me
But you disappear
When I am in need
I have stopped your crying
But my cheeks are
Stained and wet with tears
That never leave

You call yourself a friend
But all you do is suck me dry
And leave me to my thoughts of death
You take the help I willingly give
And dont give and help me
Even when I am on the edge of suicide

When I die you will cry
Like a friend should
But not because of the fact
I took my life
Or because I had a full
Life ahead
And could have been so much
But because now you
Dont have someone to take from
No one to comfort you
No one to keep you going
No one to be there and dry your tears

You call yourself a friend
But you are the reason
That I will be gone
You are the reason
I will take all of these pills
And chug down the deadly alcohol
You are the reason I will never wake
From my endless sleep

And all I have to say is
Have you ever heard about give and take