Memory

Are you just a memory?
Or did you never really exist,
Another hallucination
Continuing to persist,

If you never walked this ground,
There was no suicide goodbye,
Figment of the imagination-
You would never have had to die,

If you lived, if you were real
And deprsession defeated you,
Hurting I'd understand why you left
But still wish you'd made it through,

Whether you're just a memory,
Wish, dream or hallucination,
I'm here suffering, walking
Your brave smile as my inspiration