Outside of Me

OUTSIDE OF ME
I don't feel like me
the person i know is not the one i see
when i look in the mirror
i see my body, my face,
but i don't see me

My mind has changed,
my world has gone Grey
and through this challenge i face
I'm unsure if i will turn out OK

People say I've changed,
and i know it is true,
but there's really not much i feel i can do

I have been through so much
and lost a whole lot
that somewhere along the way
i lost myself as well

Now i am not me,
but merely a girl, twisted and confused
and not sure what to do

I feel like a disease,
haunting my friends
and taking away happiness from them

So i guess to keep them safe,
I'll just stay away
stumbling and tumbling
in the empty Grey place

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