Alone

This is it i feel alone
I no longer feel like i have a home
My mom and brother have moved away
And know they don't listen to anything i have to say
I take a deep breath and turn to my friend
It's always been there when i needed a hand
I start to push it into my wrist
I suddenly no longer feel sad and pissed
I feel the blood running down to the floor
I finally realized I settled the score
I cry as it slowly getting dark
As i realized how much i'm falling apart
I will no longer be able to see a friendly face
I will no longer be able to kiss and taste
But this is what i have to do cause inside i have died
And if i kept on living it would be a lie
So this is the end and i fall to the floor
And i feel udder disapointment all the way to my core