Peaceful Slumber

Long have I grown weary
Drowning in these bitter tears
Searching for you all these years
Seeking where the answers hide
Finding nothing but more lies
No one knows just who I am
When will this nightmare end?
A bitter woman, weird little girl
How dark and dreary is her world!
She wished that Death would pull her number
Put her in that peaceful slumber
All this pain and misery
You may as well have murdered me
My life as pointless as could be
If only you could see me now
Even then you might be proud
A victim, I survived that monster's wrath
Though demons haunt me from the past
The baby you denied birthrights
Gave me away that very night
Never knowing my life'd be hell
Tell yourself that all was well
I'll never know just where I came from
Being abandoned is not so fun
It was so easy to find a lover
Way too hard to be a mother
I wish that Death would pull my number
Put me in that peaceful slumber