How Could You?

How could you do this to us?
How could you leave her to raise a child?
How could you leave your first born, to fend for his own?
I never had you there.
Nineteen years and no word from you.
The lonely nights i cried those lonely tears.
Hoping someday you'd come back home.
You never came back, I grew up living my life the best i could.
How could you do this to me?
Thats all I ask.