I'm a dark person

Trying fiercely to forget

The venom that resides inside of me

Not even the love of a thousand hearts can deliver my heart

From the sickness in me

I long to be free

From the dread, that I have as I lay in my bed

The thoughts that this disease has always created in contempt inside my head

I�m not dead

Though at my lowest

I�ve wished to be

Buried deep

Beneath the pain of my history

I�m a dark person, a shadowy girl

I�m just a dark spot, in a overcast world