You'll Always Be Mine

My body just won't function right.
I can't even get to sleep.
The memories bring down all the tears.
& it just makes me even more weak.

How am I suppose to go on.
Acting like i'm perfectly fine.
When terribly Im missing you.
And on the inside i am dyin.

My heart doesn't even beat right.
Everything just feels so wrong.
I feel so lost without you here.
& the days just feel so long.

You want me to be happy.
But im only happy with you.
Life doesn't even feel the same.
Im just in a depressed and restless mood.

I'll be right here waiting for you.
No matter how long it really takes.
You know your always on my mind.
Its the thoughts that keep me awake.

Im not afraid to cry.
Im just afraid to deal with the pain.
No one could ever replace you.
Without you I don't feel the same.

My heart just feels so incomplete.
& Im dying deep inside.
My biggest fear is you wont be hear.
& you'll leave wit out a goodbye.

I can't let go of 6 whole months.
Id risk my whole life for you.
I've given you everything I got.
I don't know whats left to prove.

I know I haven't completely lost you.
& truthfully I'm not fine.
Your the only one Ill ever love.
& in my heart you'll always be mine.

Jay Jay
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