Goodbye

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything i thaugh i knew
I can no longer hold on
I cant explain my like
This pain is so deep
It never felt it so strong
I have so much love
When no one loves me
You would think you would never loose your family
Yet there so far away
You ask yourself why they dont care
Why they always hurt you
You just cant find the answers
When you look in to the mairror
You see someone who isnt you
The person you see is dieing right infront of you
Shes fading away
Her heart is slowly beating
Shes out of fight
Out of streanth
Shes jsut another lost soul in this world
Then you relize this is you
Everything you once had is so long gone
You just want to hear those words "i love you to"
Her daddy was her world
She loved him so much
He helped her and also hurt her
She will not leave him in the past
She cant live her life without him
So now shes giving up all hope
Silent words
No final goodbyes
Every cut she makes tells a million different stories
This is the only way she can relise what she holds inside
Shes trying to stop
She starts to cry
Her life is back with her dad
She wounderes if he kidnapped her for a reason
She just dont know
If she wasnt set free
Were would she be
Maybe he knew what he was doing
He left her in the world
Where no one understands her
They tell her to be good
And not to hurt herself
But with pain like this
There so much and no time for talking
When i should die i want them to know
I love them so much
I just couldnt live without them
Im so missunderstood
Im alone with darkness surrounding me
I can no longer find what im looking for
Everday day shes struggling from things from the past
She forgot how to cry
She smiles
Becuz she relizes its her time to die