It's my tragic love story

Why is it when your truly in love for the first time it never really works out! and then you eventually fall in love again but he is in love with his girlfriend && you! but you and him talk all the time, he tells you one day "I'm going to leave her for you! I've realized that i am in love with you not her" but he never does it! you and him talk every night and he says " i love you but i also love her && i don't want to throw away 2 years" and i say "but if you don't wanna leave her then tell me and it'll be done over. I'm not going to wait! I'm done waiting" and he says "please just hold on for a little longer" and i said no I'm done!!! then the next day you get into texting this guy! and you found out you like him! and you guys start texting every min of every day and then you fall in love again && he tells you "I'm not ready for a girlfriend yet but we can start talking and this way i get the time i need to want you! and also we will get to know each other and make our relationship stronger in the end!!" and he says "but we cant tell anyone we're talking because people talk to much crap and it'll end up being the end of us and i don't want it to be like that because i really like you a lot and i think i can fall in love with you! but also i think i all ready have fallen in love with you!!" and here's my life!! torn and dragged! I'm in love with a guy that i text every min of every day and we call each other EVERY night and talk for hours and hours, I'm in love! again! and I'm writing this love poem and trying to find out! he says we'll be together within the next 2 months! and ill wait for this one! I've been waiting to fall back in love and i think its finally going to work out!! i hope this is the end of my tragic love story and the Beginning of the happy ending that'll never come!!
~ Ryan Kerri Ann~