Secrets

Staying Icy
It's what I live for now
I push everyone away
They won't understand
But this is who I am now
It's who I'll always be
And I will do anything
To keep my secret
No one will know
How I stay icy
They can't ever find out
I will take my secrets to the grave
I will do anything to them
Away from the world forever
How could they ever understand
The iciness that surrounds me is all I need now
My thoughts clear and unmuddled
My senses sharp and cutting
They will never know who I really am
My life is a secret
They try to steal them away
But they're locked up and hidden
Buried deep inside my heart
My shattered but unbreakable heart
And so these scars on my arms
Are all I have
They remind me of the life I have chosen
A path of coldness
A world of clarity
Small reminders
Of what I used to be
A saddened life
Lost in confusion
And so I keep my secrets
As my security that I will never become one of them