More than just today

So I need to be alone
In that place
Only I will ever know

The things you have shown
However strange
I have come to loan

So I need my space
Only me and me
Created to embrace

The holes in my black lace
Only I can see
Whatever I need to face

So I need to be in here
In my wary mind
With no one near

On my jacket a tear
It leaves me blind
So many things unclear

So I need to hide a bit
Protect my heart
The candle that you lit

A brain that is just unfit
Torn apart
Off much I must get rid

So I turn my face away
From you
An angel with the will to stay

I just need time to pray
I am through
Need more space than just today