Looking at my past
Its looking at my future
Will I survive?
Will I die?
My own hands closing around my throat
Seeing the noose swing before my eyes
Tempting me, calling me
Voices calling forward and back
Do I go to where i see?
Too the noose and hear the screams
Or go to my family
I choose the darkness
Let it in case me
Looking at my past
There was no one only me
All i wanted was to die
So will I die?
Or will some one grab me?
Save me from this pain
Sadly I'm alone
Once again
I cant see my future only my past
I might, oh i might
