Wanting You...

Waking up in the morning wanting you.
Not wanting to move, because I'm scared I'll see you.
I'm to frighten to leave my apartment,cause I'm scared people will seen how much I need you.
I know I'm pathetic.
But this is your fault.
Why did you just leave me to rot?
You knew if you left, i would be like this.
Scared and alone.
But then again you chose to leave.
You couldn't face me, instead you left a note.
Not any trail what so ever that you any dignity to say goodbye to me properly.
But here I am again every morning waiting for you.
Waiting for that feeling every morning, when you were here.
Waiting for you to come back and say I still love you.
But no, thats me every morning leaving you a message.
I know you don't care, but to tell you the truth I'll never get over myself.