Trust

I don't trust people that easily
But when I do, I trust them one-hundred percent
I never doubted my trust in you
And that's one thin I can't help but regret

I'm a jealous person; it's something I must confess
It was the reason for our fights
Every time you said I didn't trust you
When I said I did, it wasn't a lie

I wasn't jealous out of distrust
But rather jealous out of fear
Fear of loosing you to someone else
Fear of you not being here

I was scared of the past repeating
Scared of watching you walk away
The way my first girlfriend did
When all I wanted was for her to stay

I thought I learned from her
To never let it get to far
But being with you changed me
I forgot to think and handed you my heart

I wanted it to be forever
I thought you were the one
But then you went and lied to me
I thought we were in love

But then off you went
You broke that bridge of trust
I believed your ever word
I guess for you to tell the truth was just too much

How could I believe you?
How was I so naive?
I thought you loved me
I guess it was all just a dream...