The pain deep inside

The pain deep inside,
A treasure of darkness
to be told.
Unlock the key to my heart,
Careful or I might part.
No one can hear me scream,
Scream out in pain.
The pain deep inside,
Is yet so strong I can not hide.
Hiding it just makes it worse,
I don't know how much longer
till I break.
Breaking down was just the being,
Falling apart is yet to come.
Show me the way out of the light,
I don't know how much I got.
I've lost my way,
The way to the light.
I'm lost in darkness forever in pain,
The pain deep inside.
The darkness is taking over,
The pain is cutting me now.
All I wanted was to be loved,
But all is done and said.
I know you all love me so,
But I have lost thy way.
You wanted to hold me while I cry,
I screamed out in pain and backed away.
Being near the ones I love,
Just makes things worse.
Loving the one I can not have,
What is bound to happen to me.
I do not care anymore,
Take me now and beat me to the ground.
The pain deep inside,
A new me is unleashed.
Darking is only the beginning,
Lets make this last forever.