The beginning of Confusion

In the beginning,
you were sweet and cute,
now that were dating,
i feel like your mute.
"I miss you, i love you" are far gone,
will this last long?
I'm praying for a sign,
a sign that this isn't a lost cause,
its digging deeper, i can feel your claws,
I hope this isn't the end,
but my confusion is growing,
are you content? or are you going?
This all feels so new,
i wish i could just hold you,
I'm starting to not make sense,
please take this chance,
tell me all you feel,
i feel as if i have to kneel,
I'm begging you to let me in,
don't make me start over again..