I Can`t do this

As I sit here alone
Crying in the Dark
i`m Trying to fight the urge
to add another mark

i`m Getting weaker by the minute
It`s getting Hard to not let go
I Suddenly feel alone
But i Can`t let this show

Why do i feel this Anger
If i Feel so Much Pain
I Can`t Let this Get to Me
This is Driveing me insane

I Can nologer hold it
it`s Hurting to grip on
Why do i Feel like this
if im so strong