Behind four walls

All day, hiding behind these four walls
Watching tiny spiders as they crawl
I fear the outside world
I stay alone without a word

All night, nothings really changed
All I've done today was aged
Tossing around on my bed
Trying to block the voices in my head

Every breath I take I fear
Every day I shed a tear
Every time you speak I move away
For I think you'll leave me either way

You know I'm gone so why bother?
You know I'm useless no use calling mother
Just leave me alone to fade in bed
No use crying, I'm already dead

TM - LiquidSugar