Lost my way? [lesbian way]

To many questions not enough answers
Have I lost my way,
Have I been led astray from the narrow road,
Have I fallen from grace,
Is this why I feel so ashamed
Or
Have I finally found my way,
Have I finally realized who I was born to be
Have I come out of hiding
Have I found my true self
Is this why I feel so right so free
Have I lost my way or finally found it
I feel all alone with no one to tell me
Have I took the right turn,
Or will I find all that lies ahead is a dead end road