I'd like to tell you I miss you.
My pillow is always soaked,
At night as tears roll, I think of you.
Wonder how your doing, hows brother.
I know it's only been four months, but it feels like forever.
Ma, I'm sorry for doing this to you.
I call out for you every day. I need you.
But where are you?
I tried to call you last night, but the woman said the phone was disconnected.
I'm sorry for everything, pushing you away.
All those nights out with friends, all the wrong choices.
It was fun, but ma, I just want to know you love me.
I hope you forgive me. I forgive you, for every hit.
I blame myself if I didn't act like that.
I've changed ma, I know people can't change, but I have.
All I want is for you to forgive me.
I don't need you to love me ma, I just need you to come see me.
I went to the house last night to see you but a strange man answered.
He told me that he's been living there for almost four months.
Don't you miss me? I'm your daughter!
How can you just forget me?
I wanted to move with you, I wanted to receive all the love.
Not brother, me!
I know ma, I shouldn't be sad it was for the best.
I fake smile and laughter at school, they say I'm fine.
But I'm not ma, I'm alone.
Where I live now, there's three other girls.
Their nice ma, but they don't compare to you.