It's been awhile since I wrote you ma.
I still miss you so much.
But I know saying that won't make you come back.
I thought if I said it enough you'd believe, and forgive me.
I know I said I hated you that one night, but I didn't mean it.
Here when I get home, there's no wonderful greeting like yours.
Nowadays all I can think of are the memories,
They make my eyes sting and water fall,
but I still like to think about them,
They make me feel better that you were there for awhile.
It's been about 8 months now.
I still can't get a hold of you,
One day you'll come and give me your address so I can mail these.
I'll save them up for you.
Ma, you know where I live,
I call out for you every day at recess outside.
I scream for you, but I don't feel you anymore.
Are you okay ma?
I can't feel your heart no more.
It's all I want is to be loved by you.
Only you, why can't you do that.
Am I too much of a disgrace,
Please ma, come back to me.
