Christian Again

God I didn't believe in you,
for the last year or so.
Drifting in and out
felt like I had nowhere to go.

I didn't realize I missed you,
or how it was affecting me.
No one could tell,
nobody but me.

My life was different,
changes were made.
But after the desicision,
it wasn't a game.

Now I know,
how much I need you.
How every doubting second counts.
But believe me now,
I believe in you.

Accepting you again,
was the hardest thing I've done.
But now that you are in my life
I know you are the only one.

Melting me and molding me,
might be a cliche.
But I know the truth to that
and that you are here to stay.