Managed

Don't know what to do or say, finally managed to do what you never wanted to do and thats push away the person you love more then anything.
You promised you would never hurt someone the way you have been hurt, and you've done it.
You said something stupid and know you've lost them, what do you do in that situation you feel like your loosing yourself at the same time, so close one second and then miles away the next, how do you get back to the way things where.