I act like it doesn't bother me...
even though we're NOT dating..
He messes w/ other girls & what not...
Some people would think I was just -HATING-...
But I can't help it!! - I mean, I STILL LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!
And to feel & see the way he acts..so careless toward me...
My heart just gets CRUSHED.
He ignores me..and has an attitude in his voice when I try to talk to him...and more...
This isn't the FIRST TIME this has happened to me,
Which is why my heart is SO sore...
And now-every time I look at him- I REALLY want to cry,
And for him to treat me the way he does....Makes me feel, There's NO REASON...FOR ME TO BE ALIVE.
and seriously--I say what I mean...
It's SO hard to believe, almost anything...
When your heart gets consumed by .... Jealousy. ;(
