You hold in the tears, try not to cry hold in the anger,
live another day wanting to die,
Rock back and forth curled up in a little ball
I thought I hit rock bottom but I continued to fall
Surrounded by drama encloses by drugs,
Moms might get sent away give her one last hug
Dad will be gone now for at least another 2 years
At least I can sleep tightly with no fears
So a pill 2 stop the pain and a smoke 2 stop the crave
Until I end it all my life will remain the same
