I loved this one boy,
who made me laugh,
gave me the giggles,
and thought I wasn't fat.
The years went by,
and he wondered why,
we weren't at THAT stage yet.
I told him I wasn't ready,
that I needed some time,
that boy slapped me then,
and told me to get a life.
He changed completely,
I've cried my shair of tears,
he never came back,
and I never did forget.
I wondered why he thopught that,
that we had to be at THAT stage,
just to be together,
could he have told me that before he left?
did he think I was fat now?
did he think I was ugly?
did he think I was a jerk?
did he think I didn't matter?
but I don't really care anymore,
I've grown since he left,
learned from the worst,
and smiled and walked away.
I know who I am,
I know what I can and can not do,
it's my choice, not his after all.
I know I'm not fat,
not ugly,
and not a jerk.
so what did I do?
I moved on,
found a better boy,
not THAT boy,
THIS boy.
who loved me for me,
never rushed me into anything,
and laughed with me.
THIS boy,
dried my tears,
told me I was beautiful,
and as sweet as the stars.
I still love THIS boy,
and he loves THIS girl.
loves me for me,
I love THIS boy.
**this never really happened to me, I just wanted to try to tell girls that just because I boy says those things doesn't mean there true. THERE NOT! all girls are beautiful no matter what a boy says. and not ALL boys are jerks. a many of them are sweet, and kind. to all those girls who had this happen. I am soooo sorry this had to happen to you, but I just KNOW that the right boy is out there somewhere...waiting for you. :D**
