I believed in love; the kind that we once shared.
I dreamt of being happy; the way i was when you were by my side.
I cried out wishing for love; than you came along and it was better than love.
I hugged my pillow tight hoping somewhere out there i would find what i needed; than i found you and you were everything i never dreamed of finding.
You said "hello" but i never thought you'd say "goodbye"
I been afraid before; but never was i afraid to loose you; well i never thought that day would come.
I lost faith in love; when i thought you were the reason why i believed in it all over again.
I ask myself just one question; the hardest one; the one no one could answer.
will you answer me, will you tell me why?
why you pushed me away far from you, why you pushed me away when i needed you the most?
no. i dont think you can; because you dont hear me anymore. you pushed me far enough; to the point where i just stopped existing. My voice is a distant echo, the one you try to hear but you cant make out the words, not even if my heart screams it out for you. you just dont hear me anymore. and i...i still love you.
