And it's funny how you make me so twisty and looped,
how I think of you all the time,
everything reminds me of you
and how everywhere I go I see you and I smile
how I�ll be sitting around, doing nothing
and Ill think of you,
how we could be together at that moment,
we could be out somewhere having fun
or sitting right doing the same-
how I haven�t let myself feel that way in so long
and I wonder to myself so often if it's right
to let myself get a little crazy over you
or if I should be suppressing, controlling, my feelings,
keeping them safe and rigid and soft and old
not new and beyond what I've felt in awhile.
I want so much to just run up to you and say
"I have a crush. Do you like me too?"
but I can't seem to do it,
easier said than to do,
I know that�s what my friends tell me to do
but that�s just not me-
but should I let it be?
I've never had to find the side of me that chased after a boy
they've always liked me first, or it was mutual.
never me after them.
but it's just funny how breathless you leave me,
how my heart just seems to jump and skip when I think of you
and no one else seems to look at you that way...
or look at me that way...
might you?
