A day is never a day without your beautiful smile; a simple touch; your voice, your very being
In all truth, my day is not a day without you beside me; instead it is just a period of loneliness
To wake up without you beside me gives me a gaunt feeling of being lost in a damp thick fog
Yet to hear your impish laughter, grey fogs turn into warm sunshine bringing peace and tranquility.
Each day has been enhanced - from at first listening to an unknown, yet captivating voice.......
....to those unforgettable moments when we wrote short letters; becoming a part of each other
With you, it feels as though fields of blue lavender have burst into bloom and I am content
Without you, I seem to live in a dark and silent world full of shadows and an unending vacuum.
Many people have differing ways of dealing with loneliness or living through times of separation
My loneliness haunts me with a feeling of emptiness and an ever-present restlessness in my heart
As a human being I can't turn togetherness on and off like a simple switch nor can I control love
However, when we are together, I can take charge of my inward happiness and deep feelings for you.
The simplest of things bring me happiness; like walking along a sandy beach holding your soft hand
Showing personal interest in you as you sit in an armchair and tell me about your tiring day at work
Togetherness becomes special when you excitedly show me photographs of a day spent in sightseeing
Orchid Lady, your continued good health has a marked bearing on the way a day affects our life together.
I smile as you stroll through a park and watch you within its Conservatorium smelling differing flowers
Then showing your excitement as you speak lovingly of Natures beauty in her gift to us of blossoms
In a world full of people searching for treasures of great beauty; desiring the smallest detail of wealth.......
....you simply require the necessities of living, your delight lying in life and 'being there' for the less fortunate.
Through movement of our Earth, designers of time astutely allotted twenty-four hours to signify a day
Now as we comfort each other I silently reach out for my own nightly dreams to share with you in sleep
I say a silent prayer to our maker claiming heavenly arms be wrapped around you giving great protection
"Goodnight my love," sleep safely for without you as my daily joy, tomorrow will hold no meaning.