Lost

(This is pretty crappy...so please dont bother reading ahead if you dont wanna waste yo time..)

Tired and exhausted
Id been packing all day
28 years in this place
Now I'm moving away

Tomorrow's my wedding
He lives in Las Vegas
And there he's built
A gorgeous villa for us

So I was packing all day
Sorting and shifting
Looking through old stuff
When I found something

It was a photograph
Of an extremely stunning pair
A very handsome teenager
Running his hand through my hair

My mind raced back in time
10 years seemed to vanish
I was back in the age
Where he were my only wish

I spent every waking moment
Holding onto his arm
I was so utterly hypnotized
Blown away by his charm

Our friends knew us as
The couple that would last
The stories of our love
Were infinitely vast

Everyone was jealous
Of the passion that we shared
And we truly believed
Destiny had us paired

He was just about everything
My prince charming was meant to be
And I was his little angel
Beyond us, we couldn't see

We made promises, took oaths
To be one, through thick and thin
We'd fight life together
We knew, together, we'd always win

And with our love, we did win
Got through life's every obstacle
We made people trust in love
And believe it wasn't so fickle

But we got to a stage
Where we started to lose
We fought, oh yes we did
But life never let us choose

'Cancer', they said
Trying to pass it on with ease
Shaken completely
My heart was at my knees

Seeing him going through chemo
Was the toughest phase
All of his beautiful hair vanished
The drugs always kept him in a daze

It must have been really tough
For him to go through it all
But it was much much tougher
For me to see him slowly fall

But I still hoped and prayed
That this too, we'd win
But we lost miserably
And the world lost him

I still remember clearly
Those last words he said to me
'You may not find me around,
But just close your eyes, you'll see

I'll always be deep within you
Talking as your voice inside
Always listen to your heart
Cause that's where I'll reside

And if you ever feel lonely
I'll send you a gentle breeze
With a whiff my usual cologne
The one that always makes you sneeze

So if you ever do sneeze
Be sure that I'm around
Just watching over you
To make sure you're safe and sound'

And with that he closed his eyes
Never to open them again
His hand fell limp in mine
Such agonizing pain

And then I smelt the cologne
Lingering in the air
And that smell has never left me
He's always been there

Standing over my shoulder
Enveloping me in tenderness
Speaking through my heart
Saved my life from being a mess

And as I pack today
I can hear him whispering somewhere
Wishing for me to be happy
And to never be scared.