I Guess (543)

You know, Daimon, I've really taken a shine to you
These past few months and weeks
But, you know, even though i really want you or whatever
I've got to move on and find someone who doesn't make me weak.

I used to go to school just to see you
Because, you know, you brighten up my day
You were my one meaning to life, I made you my everything
But if you make one person your everything and you lose them,
Then you will have nothing.

I guess I kind of figured that you're not the one for me
I guess I kind of figured that we are never meant to be
Well, at least not for now, maybe not forever
Maybe, Daimon, we will never be together
But I guess that I love you more like a brother.

You know, i will always be here, always for you
Maybe not in that boyfriend/girlfriend way
Cos, I guess, you always had the chance
If there was something you really wanted to say.

If you ever like me more then a friend
Which is something I honestly doubt
Don't expect me to feel the same
Because you don't know how you've made me feel.

I really love you, Daimon, but now it's time to let go
I don't blame you for anything, but I guess you did know
But I've got to get on with my life, I've got to get over you
And I guess the first step is to find someone new.

I used to feel butterflies in my stomach when I saw you
And I used to feel my heart leap for joy
Now there are no butterflies, all there is, is a feeble lurch
Because... Now you're just some guy
Who couldn't take my heart without breaking it,
But... Now I'm not wearing it on my sleeve...

Well, at least not for you.

~For Daimon: I'm almost over you~

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