As the days grow longer
As the days grow colder
I still have that definite hope
That will someday break from its binding rope
I wait for your return
I'm tangled with deep concern
If we could reconcile
I would no longer be in denial
I grab the light that beams vibrantly onto me
Even though it's hard to see
To me it's uncanny
Maybe, not to many
As I sit there
The walls blank and bare
They mock me with terrifying scorn
I hesitate and try not to mourn
All this time you bewildered me
I shout with a tremendous plea
It was you that thought of this ominous betray
What is it that I can say?
From the beginning you gave me an inkling
You thought of me as an ignorant thing
You used me as a source
And let its purpose run its course
You still rendered me in complete silence
You lacked compliance
I never knew all this time
How quiet you were as a chime
I still contain sympathy for your welfare
All through the years you could never spare
For your selfish reasons
You let it all pass by the seasons
I still have that infinite hope within
You will soon realize your sin
Soon to come your decrepit feelings will fade away
I will never reflect to this dismay
