Sadness

A river of sadness flows through my veins,
to say goodbye,with no reason why.....
Why even try?.....
I am at best forgotten,thats the facts and the facts tell no lies
to never see the sparkle of your eyes
to never see your smile,
makes you wonder is life worth living?

This is my weakness,it is who I am...
unforgiving are the feelings of the heart,
as well as confusing...
I cannot correctly answer this riddle of emotion,
for it decieves me even as I write this nonsense