What you do to Me

Why can't you see?
What you do to me
Every time I see you
A smile comes to my lips
I lie awake at night
Just thinking about your touch
I reread your note a hundred times
Searching for a hidden meaning
But I find none
And I feel lost without your love
When I see you with her
Jealousy fills my soul
When you hug me
I wish you would never let go
You see right through my smiles
Deep into my heart
You see the sadness weighing me down
The way nobody else can
And yet still you cannot see
What you do to me
I sit here in turmoil
Searching for the words
Do I tell him?
Or will that drive him away
Does he think of me too?
Or am I just another girl to him
A thousand times a day
I think of you
I relive those precious moments in my mind
I search for you face in my dreams
Can you really not see?
What you do to me
So I take my pride
And holding my head high
I turn away slowly and run
Standing in the pouring rain
My tears mixing in the flood
I want to feel your arms around me
To tell me everything will be okay
But now your hugs feel hollow
Your gentle kisses just a gesture
To a lost and hurting young girl
When you don't know what else to do
And I can finally see that
You don't know what you do to me
And so I lay here slowing drowning
My tears washing away every memory of you
Because you will never be able to see
What you do to me.