When will they see (my thoughts)

Grrr....

i just wish they could see that it hurts me

that maybe i'm not always the little girl, to young to know whats going on

that i no how broken their relationship is.....

that i'm not deaf and i can hear every word they say..even though its out of anger, its full of hate....

that it hurts really bad...and makes me cry...

that maybe i'm not going to be ok....

that they are the cause of someone of the most greatest problems in my life....

that i cant handle it all...and at one point its going to cave in on top of me...

that i'm not as big and stronge... as i make out i am

that i want to run and scream and break things...and just lose controle

that one day...i'm not going to be alright....

then maybe they will see it....

grrrrrrrr