31st March- 5th April 2008

Verse 1 [rapped]
Monday, the best day ever in mine,
U made so happy I was hyping on cloud nine,
Tuesday, bliss time getting betta n betta
It was like my dream in real 'S' was the letta,
Wednesday, u made me sweet
With ur wrds n their meanin',
I culdnt explain to no one
Exactly wat I was feelin,
By Thursday I was worried mayb I shulda told them all
But I know wat they wuld say, did I act as a fool?
By Friday I was riskin it
Turning it up a notch,
Coz I kno that these things come n go
U cnt jus stand n watch,
But that was the day
my week got blown in 2,
Busted n cornered
I had to tell the truth,
This the first time sarcastic felt she didn't want that title
Coz she culdnt play the game no more,
n the rules this time were vital,
She tried not to brek n to her advantage that worked,
But Im telling u kno deep dwn she was hurt,
The pain that kept digging right into her heart,
Stamped on n crushed, from her body it depart,
If I knew how much pain n hurt exactly he wuld cause me,
I wuldnt hav meddled someone shulda warned me, surely,
He liked me purely, for me myself n I,
He even sed that while lookin in my eyes,
For him I wulda tuch the sky,
N yh im scared of heights,
But this the height of it all,
Coz from there I did fall,
Bck on the grnd wiv a bang,
Like slap on the face from jacki chan,

But listen im stil breathin,
n I gess I say one time,
put ur hands in the air,
if u feelin this rhyme,

Chorus:[sung]

Yes.. I kno it hurts to this day
But hear me out itll get easier
One day you'll feel ur glad u got away
but u cnt keep livin on that point [pause]
So hear me say

I neva knew how much he wuld affect me
I didn't kno exactly how hard it wuld be
But wen I took that choice
Of leavin him
I had to say goodbye [pause]
But I wish I didn't

Verse 2[rapped]
I had to say goodbye,
But I say i wish I dint,
In fact I hope on every star,
That he wuld get a hint,
If he turnd rnd n came bck,
id run up in his arms,
Coz that is where I belong,
n I wuld come to no harm,
he made me feel so special,
wiv the wrds that he spoke,
to everyone else I kno its jus a jke,
I hope everyone in their life,
Experiences this,
The best feelin eva,
U dnt wnna miss,
But I cry at night,
Coz he isn't bout to turn,
He isn't coming bck n I gota move on,
But I cry in the day,
Coz he keeps me awake at night,
No more sleepin peacefully,
No more dreams of white,
But I cry coz I wnt to
Let out my emotions,
I cnt keep them closed in
Ill boil to explosion,
U cnt hav wat u wnt,
But wat bout wat u need,
If I sed I wnted him,
That's al bout greed,
But if I sed I needed him,
Its for my survival,
Like water to the mouth,
Hold u up so u dnt fall,
But listen im stil breathin,
n I gess I say one time,
put ur hands in the air,
if u feelin this rhyme,

Chorus:[sung]

Yes.. I kno it hurts to this day
But hear me out itll get easier
One day you'll feel ur glad u got away
but u cnt keep livin on that point
So hear me say

I neva knew how much he wuld affect me
I didn't kno exactly how hard it wuld be
But wen I took that choice
Of leavin him
I had to say goodbye
But I wish I didn't

Verse 3[ rapped]
When u listen to my story,
I wnt you to go away,
wiv some thorts n justice,
on hw to live ur day,
dnt kill off thse feelings,
bcoz they aint rite ,
forget bout the shame itll bring,
fink bout the fite,
I kno it aint gon be easy,
But if u dnt try,
U cnt win,
N I kno that in my wrld,
Wat I wnt,
Is wats a sin,
I wish to God,
He forgives me for this rong,
But He's opened up my eyes,
That are relayin this song,
So when u repeat this to someone nearby,
Be careful to interpret it,
Form the truth n the lies,
I wnted him so much,
But swear dwn I dnt need him,
he aint like the blud,
in my veins that r bleedin,
the luv in my heart,
is reserved for someone true,
someone hu stiks by,
wen they say I cnt hav u,

So listen im stil breathin
n I gess I say one time
put ur hands in the air
if u feelin this rhyme

Chorus:[sung]

Yes.. I kno it hurts to this day
But hear me out itll get easier
One day you'll feel ur glad u got away
but u cnt keep livin on that point
So hear me say

I neva knew how much he wuld affect me
I didn't kno exactly how hard it wuld be
But wen I took that choice
Of leavin him
I had to say goodbye
But I wish I didn't

[Spoken]
nxt time u fink u cnt go on, then rememba my wrds of wisdom
I dnt speak lies, n this one rhyme where my sarcasm weren�t displayed,
I speak form experience
Wen they go� they go
Wen u wnna go wiv them
That�s a different story
Jus make sure he wnts u there wiv him as much as u wnna be there
If he dnt
Then rest assured ur betta off . the end.