I wish this would all stop Why cant you see your hurting me

I ran away from the crowd
I go in, and slam the door
I sit there trembling and shaking
Watch my tears fall to the floor

Why do they talk about me?
Why cant they stop and see
These piercing sounds are hurting
I just want them to leave me be.

Stop making me into all these lies
I am not the girl you say
because you dont know what I go through
let me just live my life my way.

I dont know why he did this
spreading lies isn't being tough
Does he know my heart is breaking
and that I have had enough

All I wanted was him back
I cannot close my heart
and thats the hard fact
I cant handle us being apart

He was my angel, my everything
No one else could catch my eye
Now I see a stranger
Throwing knives and spreading lies

Why cant he just come back
I don't want to be alone
I loved being tight in his arms
It was my sanctury, my home

I hope soon he can open his eyes
and see the pain in mine
cause I cant take much more of this
I want my eyes to shine

As I lay here on the floor
I hope and I pray
That someone will bring him back to me
and this time will let him stay

Until he helps mend my broken heart
I will cough and bleed in pain
Lay here across the floor
covered in blood stains

I want my angel back
I hope he finds his wings
So we can fly together again
sharing all the love that life can bring!