Monster in me

Theres something inside of me
A monster I don't want to be
Destruction all around me
Chaos everywhere
Why do I hurt you so much?
It just isn't fair

So sick of crushing hearts
So sick of causing this pain
Why do I do this
Time and time again

Its not like I meant to
Its not like I planned
By getting to close
And afraid of being burned

I'm not a bad person
Deep down inside
Just a vulnerable soul
That I try to hide

I wouldn't blame you
If u you cant forgive me
I just needed you to know
I just needed you to see
Theres something inside of me
A monster I don't want to be