I love you T.J

The days are now hard,
Pulling through with all I have,
I'm so weak and tired,
When the day's done.

I'm on the verge of giving up,
Giving up everything that I have,
This pain is too much to bare,
I just want it to end.

I am at my weakest,
Yet something is pushing me forward,
To continue the days,
One step at a time.

Sweet memories are hanging in the air,
Cries of pain are pumping in my blood,
Something is telling me to reach with all I have,
And I realize it's you.

I don't want to move on without you,
I thought I'd be the first to go,
Proved me so damn wrong,
Leaving me wishing it was me.

But T.J I never got to hug you,
When I last saw you,
I was in a hurry to leave,
Said a quick good-bye and I love you.

I know your listening,
But my heart aches knowing,
I didn't take the time that I should have,
To hug you and tell you I love you more lovingly.

T.J I miss you terribly,
We will see eachother someday,
I'll see you on the other side Uncle T.J,
I love you.