Feel

I feel as though I've let you down,
with every look, i feel a frown,
i see you in my dreams, but you are far away
when i go to you, you seem to be astray.
That last hit, got me good,
i told myself that was the end,
your words could hurt me no more.
i tried to pull away, but you held the score
I wish i didn't have to do this, but you give me no choice
all it would take is three simple words from your voice.
I asked you to listen, and you refused,
you said i was annoying, and i got abused.
I wept at random, wishing i could somehow fix this
but then i realized, its time for that last kiss,
I'll hold you in my arms and tell you i love you,
ill kiss your lips one last time, as a tear sheds down my face,
I'll walk away with dignity and grace.
I'll remember those days that you had held me close,
and I'll think of you often
Although i wish for friendship, it will take time,
for my heart is broken, and my eyes are wet.
Remember the day we met?
I feel as though i;I;ve let you down, but then i realize you let my heart shatter without a thought to me.
so goodbye Hun,
it was fun.