I'm not sure why I question,
but I know that I'm concerned,
I've always been judged by others,
I need to know that I'm accepted.
Your thoughts and opinions mean a lot,
in my heart I know you care,
but I can not help my insecurities,
you mean so much that I get scared.
Your perception is different than mine,
I still have so much to learn,
you've been given more time than I have,
so please forgive me for what I lack.
As I sit and watch you sleep,
I'm amazed to be by your side,
the way you make me feel is incredible,
which is slowly making me realize.
I need to let go of past pain,
to enjoy our future life together,
for if I judge you as I have been,
than I do not deserve your love.
I have needed you for so long,
and finally you have been delivered,
I promise to do all that I speak of,
I will show you the love I bury away.
Your attitude is gracefully contagious,
Your laughter is rewarding and fulfilling,
your passion is carried through strength,
I envy who you are.
I want to show you that I care,
rather than fill your mind with heavy doubts,
please don't hold my past against me,
for I am nothing without you.
My life was seemingly pointless,
but you gave me hope to hold on to,
I now have so much to live for,
as you have restored my faith.
From this day forward I make a vow,
until inevitable death do us part,
that I shall not question your love for me,
as your presence has released my soul free.
