My old friend

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my old friend

you tell me that you love me
in more ways than i can count
everything was perfect for us
nothing could've let me down
it felt so right to be with you
you brought a smile to my lips
you made me laugh at just the thought
that i could be this happy
and loved at the same exact time
but then something went wrong
i don't know what i really did
i never cheated on you in any way
i loved you with all my heart
but i guess that wasn't good enough
for same inane reason i don't know
you called me early one morning
i was having an awesome dream
one of me and you together again
you called me and awakened me
i said i love you right away....
then you broke my heart
it happened so fast, so quick
i was shell shocked for most of it
i couldn't really believe you
i thought you were just bugging me
until you hung up on me
i called begging for an answer
i thought we were meant to be
i said i loved you
you said you didn't care
i said i want to be with you
you said i was just a game to play
i said you didn't mean that
you said you can never love me
i broke down because i trusted you
i gave you all my heart
and you broke it like you don't care
you leave me here to pick up the pieces
but i don't care anymore
no amount of glue will put it together
without some pieces being left out
it feels like my world is spinning fast
making me lose my hold on reality
and then just like that, i am calm
i look upon my old friend
whose been there for everything
and i grab him and he fits perfectly
within the palm of my little hand
i raise him up high, look away slightly
and slash until i see the color red
i feel like I'm back in control
like i can walk with my head high