Cheating words and backstabbing saviors

These words come flying at me
i try to swat them away
they hit me in the stomach
no longer can i play

falling backward i look up
at all the cheaters hitting me
now i wonder what they think
i wonder what they see

maybe to them I'm a nobody
maybe to them I'm weird
but really, you should all know
in nothing to be feared

but look! here comes my savior
i smile, thinking she'll be strong
she throws another death glare
what oh what did i do wrong?

you know i tried my hardest
to keep those words away
now for forgiveness
is all that i pray